Jan 13, 2005 01:44
Well, it is about 1:45 am. and I can not sleep. I talked to someone tonight and she got me thinking(like she usually does). I have been thinking about me and her. Just everything. I know she will end up reading this sometime soon and I don't care. I like this girl more than I probably should right now because I may end up getting hurt but if I do I'm pretty sure it wouldn't be her fault. Prolly somthing stupid I'll do and I have never not let myself down so it's kinda expected. I realy don't know what I want to say except I realy hope I am with this person for a long time. My life has never been so good. I love each and every one of you people, you all know who you are. But this person in particulare just does it for me. Everything about her. Even her flaws, wich there arn't very many of, seem to be attractive to me in some way. I'm not in love with her, but this stuff takes time and I will be sure of it when and if I do ever tell her. Ok so I think I'm done making a fool of myself so I'm gonna try to get to sleep.