Aug 27, 2009 23:50
When I get nervous the first thing that happens is that I get quieter, then I get louder because I want to talk talk talk to take my mind off of the nerves. Then my teeth start to chatter. Then I get sick. Then, just before the thing I'm nervous about happens, I become very calm, very zen, very accepting of what's about to happen.
And all of this happens in the space of about five minutes.
writer's block,
journal