Plus and Minus... I came to far to the end this time...

[eggsquarepotato]

I went to Belle Isle and almost went too far. Shook and cried to myself. I can't take it any more. You blamed me for your school. I admit that I did do wrong but I'm not this bad of a person I know. I'm tired of this. Coming to such a fucking end almost. Always, I did something that were wrong. You and I were together for a year. You loved me and I loved you. We did things together and then you got tired of it, the hurt that you felt about some feelings that I didn't have. I've always known how I felt. Now you say the past doesn't matter when it's what led up to this point. This shit is over now. I wish you the best in your life and all you do, but we just weren't meant to be. I wished that we were. I truly wanted you to be around and the love of my life, but shit don't always go the way that you want them to. I've realized this before and for some reason I thought this was different. I didn't want things to change, but they did. This is public and I don't give a fuck. Let the whole fucking world know. I was human and made mistakes. You harped on my past, because it felt like I was just waiting for it to return. Fucking bullshit. I am fucking resolute in my words now and won't let your conjectures be my truth. I wanted things to work out but the world keeps on moving, no matter how hard I try to think it out of existence. It's like trying to claim that there are no physical things. I actually loved hanging out with you at times, just as you did with me. That's it. I enjoyed what we had. I will not feel hurt by this again and neither should you.
Maybe one day we'll be friends, I'm sorry for the shit that I did do wrong. But let's not forget that no one's perfect.

P.S. Make a list and I'll give you your stuff.