The end of a bad holiday...
The holiday has come to an end, even though I'm not actualy at school. Past 2 days i have felt so incredably shit! have spent them in bed. Could barely move on friday...just had no energy then saturday started to feel really ill and ergh! lol. starting to feel bit better now, though still icky and ergh...
Me and manny had another arguement on saturday. he promised he was coming to mine, then i rang him to ask wat time, and he said "do you mind if i only come round for a couple of hrs and then go lyndale" and i said dont bother, just go lyndale.
then i hung up and started crying again...at which point i decided fuck this i cant be arsed so i rang him up and broke up with him.
only this just made me cry even more.
so i rang him up to shout at him and release my anger.
only he refused to exept my calls and when he finally did he was crying and i was crying and erm...(yeh i know how corny!) and we both said love you but i was still adament and said that i cant deal with this anymore...and then i said that "either come see me tonight or go lyndale and that if he goes lyndale then i never want to see him again...
then i hang up
then bout 30 mins later he turned up at mine...
we chatted for a bit.
and now things are...okay...and hes coming rnd tonight (hehe so he can be my slave again!...hay! im ill!)
only i dont think his mum likes me much anymore... :S
though manny said she still does.
cause she saw him crying and so he told her wat had happend, and she called him a dickhead and me silly, and that i'd call bk asking for him back...
which is true..cause i love him so fooking much
lol
lol sorry i know i've probably bored everyone with my none stop ranting about manny...but thanks for everything
and aimee, we should defiantly do something...i was gunna bring the cookie dough ice cream round on thursday...if i hadnt screwed up my ankle...so now its waiting in the freezer for us to eat it : )
hehe and phoebe and yeh just everyone! you all been so nice awwww im so happy i have such lovely friends!
even if boys can be stupid dweebs sometimes atleast i know i have the best friends in the world!
hehe
xxxxxx
Me and manny had another arguement on saturday. he promised he was coming to mine, then i rang him to ask wat time, and he said "do you mind if i only come round for a couple of hrs and then go lyndale" and i said dont bother, just go lyndale.
then i hung up and started crying again...at which point i decided fuck this i cant be arsed so i rang him up and broke up with him.
only this just made me cry even more.
so i rang him up to shout at him and release my anger.
only he refused to exept my calls and when he finally did he was crying and i was crying and erm...(yeh i know how corny!) and we both said love you but i was still adament and said that i cant deal with this anymore...and then i said that "either come see me tonight or go lyndale and that if he goes lyndale then i never want to see him again...
then i hang up
then bout 30 mins later he turned up at mine...
we chatted for a bit.
and now things are...okay...and hes coming rnd tonight (hehe so he can be my slave again!...hay! im ill!)
only i dont think his mum likes me much anymore... :S
though manny said she still does.
cause she saw him crying and so he told her wat had happend, and she called him a dickhead and me silly, and that i'd call bk asking for him back...
which is true..cause i love him so fooking much
lol
lol sorry i know i've probably bored everyone with my none stop ranting about manny...but thanks for everything
and aimee, we should defiantly do something...i was gunna bring the cookie dough ice cream round on thursday...if i hadnt screwed up my ankle...so now its waiting in the freezer for us to eat it : )
hehe and phoebe and yeh just everyone! you all been so nice awwww im so happy i have such lovely friends!
even if boys can be stupid dweebs sometimes atleast i know i have the best friends in the world!
hehe
xxxxxx