Aug 26, 2005 21:24
hey guyyz!!!! omfg i havent been online or updated in like ages!!!!!!! im so glad to b bak on!!!!!!!!!!!! skool lately has been ok... i guess... i have no classes pretty much with my friendz!!!!!! gawd i hate this.... aannd... betty switched to my art class so atleast i have one class with her... so ya... aannd... i dk... since i havent really been hanging out with my friends at skool lately, i feel like instead of getting closer and closer, (which was my goal... not in the wrong way for those of u with sick minds...lol) and instead, i feel like were just getting farther and farther... *sigh...* so im planning to have a a sleepover w/ suz and betty... hehe i havent gotten the chance to tell suz yet.. but i did tell betty... i keep forgetting to tell suz... were thinkin about havin it like next sat... mmhmm suz, if ur readin this, comment and tel me if u can go or not!!!!!! @ my crib... b there!!! yeea!!! lol and n e wayz... i dk... i feel like betty is kinda getting tired of me or somethin... cause she like doesnt really talk to me as much n e more... and u kno who rly makes me feel left out wen im w/ like every body!>!?!?!?!?!?!? (kt, nic,suz, betty, chase, etc...) KT!!! KT! KT! KT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 grr!!!!! omfg... ok, well shes my friend, but omg sometimes she just makes me feel like such a loner!!!! ok, well 4 example... wen i went bowling w/ everyone one weekend, ok... well i was having fun... until... dun dun dun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kt.... she goes ok nicole.. its ur turn... and gets out her camera and is like wait wait!!!!!!!!!!!! dont go yet! i have to take a pic!!!!.... so they did that... theennn.... its bettys turn... shes like ok betty!!! its ur turn!!!!! and duz the same w/ the camera.... and then its my turn... and i go and get my bowling ball... and she puts away her fucking camera!!!! ok, i dont rly care if im in n e pics, but that was fucking rude!!! and then its nics turn again... and guess wat!!!! she getz her camera out again!!! omfg!!!!! and im like wtf... n e wayz... o! and the only time she gave me a high five and said good job, was wen i got a strike... omg! and we had teams and i was on her team so of course shes gonna say good job!!!! jeaze!!!... grr... kt, if ur readin this, im sry, but im just lettin my true feelings out... i like u as a friend and stuff, but u MAKE ME FEEL FUCKING LEFT OUT...w/e so n e wayz... o!!!!! and i mite b mr carrs teachers aid!!! haha... yeea!!! 4 7th pd... omg then i dont have to b w/ fucking ms clark n e more... gawd i hate her... study hall w/ her is like hell! lol so n e wayz... im gonna go now cause theres pretty much nothin else to talk about... so ya... buh byez...
much luv!!!!! <3 alwayz, ste