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so, lately I've been thinking about god, and forms of god, and what god could be and bla-bla-deeda fucking blah. I'm not an atheist. I believe in a form of god, or should I say higher being. Regardless of if this higher being is over all of us, he's still something we create in our heads, whether we like it or not. I guess I just got on the contemplation of this because some lady at my workplace was talking about how I need to let god lead the way.
I don't know about that. I think whatever I do, is totally up to my free-will. No one but me has control of it(except some corrupt government or cops or what have you). I read something about sinning. We are born sinners. We won't be judged upon how many times we've sinned, but in the manner of which we sin. Something like that. A bit contradictory, yet, still makes me feel a little good. I believe that if there is a heaven, the god of which all religion talks of should let good-hearted people in. It's not our fault so many religious institutions are corrupt. Oh, wait... Is it? Money is the root of all evil?
Here's a hilarious quote from Isaac Asimov:
"I don't believe in an afterlife, so I don't have to spend my whole life fearing hell, or fearing heaven even more. For whatever the tortures of hell, I think the boredom of heaven would be even worse. "
Wooh
ANYWAYS. I've got two jobs now. In school as well.
I've got class guitar 1, English comp. 1, Philosophy and American History before 1877. I pretty much am stoked about all classes but a bit sad that there was no openings for Class Piano 2. I'm a bit lonely too. I don't know if it's in the sense of a intimate companion or friendship-wise or just me being myself or just me having no one to share ideas with or take some in or just me being uninspired and lazy.
I know, I sound like a high-schooler or something. I don't give a fuck. Better to release what i'm thinking and finally let something out. Here's to a actual long post, maybe worth reading?
Adieu
I don't know about that. I think whatever I do, is totally up to my free-will. No one but me has control of it(except some corrupt government or cops or what have you). I read something about sinning. We are born sinners. We won't be judged upon how many times we've sinned, but in the manner of which we sin. Something like that. A bit contradictory, yet, still makes me feel a little good. I believe that if there is a heaven, the god of which all religion talks of should let good-hearted people in. It's not our fault so many religious institutions are corrupt. Oh, wait... Is it? Money is the root of all evil?
Here's a hilarious quote from Isaac Asimov:
"I don't believe in an afterlife, so I don't have to spend my whole life fearing hell, or fearing heaven even more. For whatever the tortures of hell, I think the boredom of heaven would be even worse. "
Wooh
ANYWAYS. I've got two jobs now. In school as well.
I've got class guitar 1, English comp. 1, Philosophy and American History before 1877. I pretty much am stoked about all classes but a bit sad that there was no openings for Class Piano 2. I'm a bit lonely too. I don't know if it's in the sense of a intimate companion or friendship-wise or just me being myself or just me having no one to share ideas with or take some in or just me being uninspired and lazy.
I know, I sound like a high-schooler or something. I don't give a fuck. Better to release what i'm thinking and finally let something out. Here's to a actual long post, maybe worth reading?
Adieu