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I'm avoiding writing my paper.
I'll write here instead.
It's been three days since i've talked to dan. this is going to be a really rough month cause it seems like it's been so much longer. i see things that remind me of him and it makes me sad, cause i wanna be like "hey dan! when i was up at psu the other day, i drove by the field that we parked in when we went to the game and i thought of you!" and then i remember...oh yeah, i can't. and i wanna know if he's doing anything for halloween and if he found anyone else to dress up as slipknot with him and if he's going to new york and whether or not he knows what penn state's original colors were and why they changed them and how his college apps are coming and whether or not he got the proofs for his senior pictures back and how the blood drive's coming, etc., etc., etc....
i know a guy here from pittsburgh. he went home this past weekend, and i was talking to him about his trip, and i was thinking "dan's cousin lives in pittsburgh...his cousin is hott...dan likes to visit him...i wonder if he ever got the skis he wanted..."
but i wont know any of this for another month!!
i just keep telling myself that it will be the best birthday present ever to see him again. i'll be home in 29 days...28 actually, cause it's 12:02 which is technically tuesday. granted, i don't know when exactly i'll see him over break, but still. once i'm home, i'll know that i can, and that makes all the difference.
my teeth still hurt like hell. It's not fun.
and i still have a paper to write for tomorrow and no idea what i'm going to write about...
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I'll write here instead.
It's been three days since i've talked to dan. this is going to be a really rough month cause it seems like it's been so much longer. i see things that remind me of him and it makes me sad, cause i wanna be like "hey dan! when i was up at psu the other day, i drove by the field that we parked in when we went to the game and i thought of you!" and then i remember...oh yeah, i can't. and i wanna know if he's doing anything for halloween and if he found anyone else to dress up as slipknot with him and if he's going to new york and whether or not he knows what penn state's original colors were and why they changed them and how his college apps are coming and whether or not he got the proofs for his senior pictures back and how the blood drive's coming, etc., etc., etc....
i know a guy here from pittsburgh. he went home this past weekend, and i was talking to him about his trip, and i was thinking "dan's cousin lives in pittsburgh...his cousin is hott...dan likes to visit him...i wonder if he ever got the skis he wanted..."
but i wont know any of this for another month!!
i just keep telling myself that it will be the best birthday present ever to see him again. i'll be home in 29 days...28 actually, cause it's 12:02 which is technically tuesday. granted, i don't know when exactly i'll see him over break, but still. once i'm home, i'll know that i can, and that makes all the difference.
my teeth still hurt like hell. It's not fun.
and i still have a paper to write for tomorrow and no idea what i'm going to write about...
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