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there are a bunch of relatives at my house right now, whick is okay for awhile, but then i'm ready for them to go home. i'm bored out of my mind, and when i get bored i get tired, and i am tired and i almost fell asleep and so then i eat junk, partly out of boredom and partly out of false hopefulness that a sugar high will give me more energy to not be so miserable (and also because the sweets are sooo good!), and i'm thinking i gained at least five pounds today and i feel like a fat blimp and then i get depressed and hate myself and eat some more for comfort.
God I hate holidays.
Dan comes home tomorrow.
Meadows pajama party tonight...see you there (i know...the last thing i need is more ice cream...but i know i'll eat it anyway).
i'm not working tomorrow, which actually kind of sucks. that would be a good reason to avoid another family reunion and, also, it's time-and-a-half, and i could really use that money, but of course i wasn't scheduled when i actually wanted to be and nobody else wants to give up their hours either cause we haven't been getting many all summer. whatever.
my head aches. I need an aspirin.
God I hate holidays.
Dan comes home tomorrow.
Meadows pajama party tonight...see you there (i know...the last thing i need is more ice cream...but i know i'll eat it anyway).
i'm not working tomorrow, which actually kind of sucks. that would be a good reason to avoid another family reunion and, also, it's time-and-a-half, and i could really use that money, but of course i wasn't scheduled when i actually wanted to be and nobody else wants to give up their hours either cause we haven't been getting many all summer. whatever.
my head aches. I need an aspirin.