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Your Birthdate: April 19
You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence
Your weakness: Suspicion of others
Your power color: Eggplant
Your power symbol: Spade
Your power month: October
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
well thats funny.
hey all its been a long hiatus from livejournal for me. no reason and yet a million reasons..
i feel the need now cause this last week will be one i will remember for quite some time and with so many things happing and actually having to think about stuff instead of driving it to the back of my mind, i've learnt alot about myself. and i've turned into a person i dont much like.
Susie asked me to simply burn a disc with her formal pics on it for a friend, the computer was stuffing up so i didnt do it.. and keept saying i would then she leaves me a msg on my phone asking when she can have it because she's now let this friend down twice. and it stuck a cord cause she hadn't let anyone down i had, but it really bothered her, didnt much bother me... i let people down all the time, and this is what i realised, im a shit friend, sister girlfriend and daughter cause i am contentally letting people down or braking my word or lieing or being just plain inconsetarete. and im uesed to letting myself down or thinging i can't do something.. anyways my point is i have to stop! i have to be a better person and not full of all these fucken regrets about the disitions or things i do, the mistakes i make. cause this is my life and i need to be happy with it and what im doing with it. and im so lucky to be surounded by people who care about me no matter how many times i've let them down but i know that that just makes what i say and do meaningless unless i actually say and do it.. ahhh ok not making any sence.. still may have some of that anithetic corsing through my viens.
And G sorry about this morning it wasnt suposed to be like that.
otherwise i shall update more "so this is whats happening, we should catch up!" later right now its back to bed and the fetuel position.
You are resilient, and no doubt your resilience has already been tested.
You've had some difficult experiences in your life, but you are wise from them.
Having had to grow up quickly, you tend to discount the advice of others.
You tend to be a loner, having learned that the only person you can depend on is yourself.
Your strength: Well developed stability and confidence
Your weakness: Suspicion of others
Your power color: Eggplant
Your power symbol: Spade
Your power month: October
What Does Your Birth Date Mean?
well thats funny.
hey all its been a long hiatus from livejournal for me. no reason and yet a million reasons..
i feel the need now cause this last week will be one i will remember for quite some time and with so many things happing and actually having to think about stuff instead of driving it to the back of my mind, i've learnt alot about myself. and i've turned into a person i dont much like.
Susie asked me to simply burn a disc with her formal pics on it for a friend, the computer was stuffing up so i didnt do it.. and keept saying i would then she leaves me a msg on my phone asking when she can have it because she's now let this friend down twice. and it stuck a cord cause she hadn't let anyone down i had, but it really bothered her, didnt much bother me... i let people down all the time, and this is what i realised, im a shit friend, sister girlfriend and daughter cause i am contentally letting people down or braking my word or lieing or being just plain inconsetarete. and im uesed to letting myself down or thinging i can't do something.. anyways my point is i have to stop! i have to be a better person and not full of all these fucken regrets about the disitions or things i do, the mistakes i make. cause this is my life and i need to be happy with it and what im doing with it. and im so lucky to be surounded by people who care about me no matter how many times i've let them down but i know that that just makes what i say and do meaningless unless i actually say and do it.. ahhh ok not making any sence.. still may have some of that anithetic corsing through my viens.
And G sorry about this morning it wasnt suposed to be like that.
otherwise i shall update more "so this is whats happening, we should catch up!" later right now its back to bed and the fetuel position.