Jul 21, 2005 20:15
SO here i am munching on my freshly baked fudge browines and updating livejournal. its not so bad down here. im enjoying the hoilday away from work and people namily james, i get to take the dogs for long walks and bake and feel really stupid.
but i'll be damned if i get on this computer again fuck me its slow! died on its ass when i tryed to look at my email. so now its driving me mad all the email i didnt get to cheack tho most of it was rsvp crap... hahha yeah i joined rsvp because sam was all like see if you can do better! meh and now i have 15 kisses a day from mainly freaks and old dudes.. doesnt help given what i said on my profile, lol. the internets funny.. tho there is this one nice guy, but no girls there all desprate ugly girls looking for love. okk not ugly... just old. lol no no im being mean sad and pathetic.. and perhaps a little spiteful.
Anyways i spend a lot of time thinking... thinking about how nice it would be to have a cone or some sex or some more drugs or to hit up my step dads liquor cabinate.. speaking of this coke has no rum.. what else is there to do but drink. but yeah thinking namily about stupid rude ungrateful boys.. but nevermind that.
ok im off its nearly bed time i've got to get up early and play tennis. then its too the mall im in some grate need for retail theraphy (ok i so can't spell that one) i am so losing my mind... i need a fucken smoke. grr argh