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hahaha i've been trolling the lesbian comunities for the last couple of hours, and man theres some hot chicks out there.. but the lez_sex_tips muahaha funny..
man im so confused at the moment about my sexuality, i hate being bi, i wish i could just make a decision for once. i know its weird, you would think after all this time it was somthing i didnt have to think about anymore, but it was just that i never had to think about it before cause i was in love with a girl so i loved girls, i didnt want anything else. now it's like well i can have what ever and i thought i liked boys but now im not too sure. i think i just want what i can't have. anyways im just going to stop seeing guys im not intrested i spend my time with them checking out girls and just firlt with them cause there buying me drinks. but thats wrong, right? well not while im poor. Crap this is just going around in circles, i told you i was confused. meh i should just take it as it comes. lol or not as the case may be. i just think i might be gay and its scaring me. fuck im so fucked. i'll just never be happy. meh i just go out and hook up with a girl this week and see how that works for me...lol
LOST!!! dude they played I NEVER hahah susie plays that and was telling me about it, haha. and i watched my first ep. of nip/tuck. eeeeep!!!! no fucken kidding its grapic, but it was awesome, just not after lunch.
and in all my busyness i forgot it was friday and the oc would be up and now only just started downloading :( lol i feel so sad watching all this tv crap by myself. it was fun when we used to watch it togeather.
i just realised i have this family thing tomorrow which will suck but im thinking i might be able to sneek some vodka with me to make things more intresting.
what else? hrrm nothing. i think i'll watch the simple life to amuse me and clean up my files. and try not to post/send people lyrics expressing my deep emotional turmoil. *laughs*
man im so confused at the moment about my sexuality, i hate being bi, i wish i could just make a decision for once. i know its weird, you would think after all this time it was somthing i didnt have to think about anymore, but it was just that i never had to think about it before cause i was in love with a girl so i loved girls, i didnt want anything else. now it's like well i can have what ever and i thought i liked boys but now im not too sure. i think i just want what i can't have. anyways im just going to stop seeing guys im not intrested i spend my time with them checking out girls and just firlt with them cause there buying me drinks. but thats wrong, right? well not while im poor. Crap this is just going around in circles, i told you i was confused. meh i should just take it as it comes. lol or not as the case may be. i just think i might be gay and its scaring me. fuck im so fucked. i'll just never be happy. meh i just go out and hook up with a girl this week and see how that works for me...lol
LOST!!! dude they played I NEVER hahah susie plays that and was telling me about it, haha. and i watched my first ep. of nip/tuck. eeeeep!!!! no fucken kidding its grapic, but it was awesome, just not after lunch.
and in all my busyness i forgot it was friday and the oc would be up and now only just started downloading :( lol i feel so sad watching all this tv crap by myself. it was fun when we used to watch it togeather.
i just realised i have this family thing tomorrow which will suck but im thinking i might be able to sneek some vodka with me to make things more intresting.
what else? hrrm nothing. i think i'll watch the simple life to amuse me and clean up my files. and try not to post/send people lyrics expressing my deep emotional turmoil. *laughs*