friday
Tired Serious Face. I don't feel this way physically this morning (I think I turned a corner with the covid last night) but it is the way I feel inside when I read the news and think about the future of humanity. But if I do art, or go out for a walk, or spend time with someone or something I love then there seems to be something to live for, this world is a beautiful place and there are beautiful things here. It just makes me wonder - why the hell are bad societal things always happening? Why are hate and disdain for others such appealing emotions for humans to have? We are such a strange and sometimes awful animal. We really do have a violent pecking order society.
My head dried up last night and I feel like I'm going to be done isolating now. I feel more energetic this morning. Stayed up after Dave left for hunting at 5:30. Wrote in my journal and did some art. I even did shoulder and arm exercises with the stretchy band. I feel like moving today. I'd like to get a shower, change the bedding and I might even vacuum. It's cold, 15F this morning. It's supposed to get up to 25 later and be sunny. I can even imagine taking the dogs for a walk down back.