Sep 16, 2007 07:37
Woke up at 5:30 this morning - I could hear mom in her room saying over and over, "where am I?" - so I went in to comfort her and helped her to the potty and put new diaper pants on her and then helped her back to bed - but I couldn't fall back to sleep after that. I went to the back room and did some journaling about my goals, my hopes, my life and problems. One thing - I need to get my studio in place - must for my own sanity. I need to get this moving finished up and done with so I can have freedom from the mental weight of it. I need to refine my marketing strategy and redo my website. I feel a little more hopeful this morning - my life feels do-able again.
Hey - one more thing - I found out that we can finally get high speed internet here in the sticks! I will soon be able to watch Youtubes and stop fearing large files! Next week!
hopeful things