dream

[egg_shell]

I dreamed that I worked in a place that had a nuclear reactor and it was my job, along with the other people who worked there, to open it and adjust things in it and move things, put more things in it and take them out. There was a schedule that we were supposed to follow and a time table to do these things. The nuclear reactor looked like a stainless steel refrigerator. There was something wrong with it and the door would not stay shut. It kept falling open and there were dangerous emanations coming from it. Finally I found a long slender wooden stick with a mop at the end - it was like something you could use to clean cobwebs with - and used it to prop the door shut.

I love how dreams have tricky ways of letting you see the importance of things. I am sure this dream has to do with all the food I have been making (putting into the fridge) and dealing with lately. Along with making food and shopping for food I have been eating too much food and the wrong kinds too. My life has been very undisciplined in many ways. So today I plan to, and hope to, get some discipline in place. Lord, let me face my responsibilities and take care of them and take care of myself.

I have a dental appointment this afternoon - blaa. He will try to see if I have enough tooth left to place a crown over it and if I don't he will just do a filling. I'm hoping for the filling just for the lower cost of it. In any case it will be good to get some kind of cover over that tooth - it hurts with cold.

This morning though I walk with Berdella at Wilhelm so that is something to look forward to...