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So how about a good news update for once? :D
I've met someone completely new and fantastic. His name is Jarad, and I'm crushing hardcore. Its so weird for me to be falling for a boy, but he's totally cute and amazing and pretty much everything I wanted.
I've been trying to see other people after Jessica, but I couldn't get over it for some reason. I guess I was waiting on other things, to see how they would turn out, but when he contacted me, I couldn't resist. He's witty, intelligent, sweet, and treats me like a lady -laughs- I mean, he pays for my drinks, offers me rides, -cooks- for me. I don't know if I've ever been this spoiled by a suitor before.
We haven't been on a real date in his opinion (the first time we met was at one of his shows), but I can see this becoming a lasting relationship. Its weird how that works out doesn't it?
-laughs- I don't know if I know how to be in a heteronormative relationship.
But I keep telling myself not to rush into it, to just relax and take things as they come, you know? I like this boy, and I don't want to mess it up.
I've met someone completely new and fantastic. His name is Jarad, and I'm crushing hardcore. Its so weird for me to be falling for a boy, but he's totally cute and amazing and pretty much everything I wanted.
I've been trying to see other people after Jessica, but I couldn't get over it for some reason. I guess I was waiting on other things, to see how they would turn out, but when he contacted me, I couldn't resist. He's witty, intelligent, sweet, and treats me like a lady -laughs- I mean, he pays for my drinks, offers me rides, -cooks- for me. I don't know if I've ever been this spoiled by a suitor before.
We haven't been on a real date in his opinion (the first time we met was at one of his shows), but I can see this becoming a lasting relationship. Its weird how that works out doesn't it?
-laughs- I don't know if I know how to be in a heteronormative relationship.
But I keep telling myself not to rush into it, to just relax and take things as they come, you know? I like this boy, and I don't want to mess it up.