Jun 24, 2005 08:25
Gosh, I am soooooooo tired. Well, I got to meet Amanda's bunch last night and to be perfectly honest...none of them are my crowd...but it was still fun to hang out with twenty-somethings. Also, we went to Ham's for dinner and I thought the food was nasty.
I've haven't talked to Chris in what feels like forever, even though I think it has only been a few days since I told him I couldn't talk to him anymore. I just can't do it. I cannot be "friends" with him. I've done it with other ex-boyfriends...but Chris is now my ex-fiance...and I just had too many dreams of spending my life with him as husband and wife to just be friends now. As Jenna likes to say, "Boys are stupid, throw rocks at them."