weird night
ok so its 4:30am on new years and i need someone to talk to u so i thought id share my aweful night.. tonight i had prob 4 5 drinks tops.. i can usually take 10 easy.. im a very big drinker.. anyway i have never passed out before in my life and after having 4 or 5 drinks i started to feel very very sick and i felt like i was going to pass out.. i was literally blacking out and it started to freak me out majorly.. i cant say i am 100% sure i didnt do any drugs as im not.. i was that fucked... (just want to know if i happend to do pills would that have happened.. i seriously cant remember but it is possible) but i ended up having to go home at 11 on new years and it sucked.. i dont feel that drunk now my throat is killing me though.. and im scared majorly scared cos i dont know why this happend i was eating today as well cos i knew i woukdnt be able to drink on an empty stomach... i feel like crying i want to cry and i want to be held i feeling really weak and stupid right now... i was supposed togo see this guy im having a thing with tonight but i couldnt.. he got all worried about me which is sweet... i dont know what to do bout him either he is so funny and nice and goodlooking to but he is a decade older than me and it is so inapproiate