Jun 25, 2007 18:38
I dont really use this anymore...
Not that i am too busy but the fact i dont know what to say.
Weeellll its just about july nearly and i have been looking back at how quick this year has gone, it feels like 5 minutes ago that it was the start of the year and i was looking forward to doing so many things.
I have lost alot of weight
I have got my long hair and dark hair back
I saw spiderman 3
I have completed about 30 games this year
I have spent over 30 days of playtime on world of warcraft.
Me and steffi split up about a month ago and it wasnt that bad really, apprantley it wasnt work.
I guess i would of been more gutted if we saw each other alot but she was rite.
I then started sleeping with annie again and she wanted a realtionship but i dont think i am up to it really with uni happening in 11 weeks.
I dont want the whole presure of having a realtionship while i am there, last year was diffrent because i would of been with rosie for about a year and bit when i left BUT i made the rookie mistake of not going.
It actually turned out for the best really, i am going on a course i am so looking forward to doing.
Lately i have been very bored, the whole waiting thing sucks but its so close now.
I have the things i need i.e laptop and shit
also buying a new pc to take so i have one for my room instead of the laptop, its only 189 quid ( ebay ftw).
Went for a drink with daz last tuesday and it was dam good to see him. I guess thats one of the things i cant wait for in lincoln, seeing alot more people, something new.
I am very scared about going, i am scared about leaving my mum the most.
shes been quite ill lately but shes getting better.
talking of ill, lately i have been a bit rough.
went to the docs last monday and then went for a blood test, i find out if they have found anything on wedsnday, il be honest its shitting me up. Esspically when the guys looking for kidney failure :|
I am rather looking forward to july, Theres a 80% chance i am going to glassjaw, depending on work.
Transformers is out too which i have to admit looks brillant.
going to see ads new band and the knobjaw boys too.
The biggy is that in july i am joining the gym again to lose this final stone so i can say that on my 20th i am now 14 and half stone which is my suggested weight.
Well i hope everything is ok with everyone and stuff :)
il update again in about 3 months :D