Jan 08, 2006 22:16
today was beautiful. samantha called for me to accomany her and others at a park. the sun was shining perfectly. the wind was creating an equilbrium like none other i have ever felt. in some way, you might call it a perfect start to a perfect day. i met a boy with crystal blue oceans in each of his eyes. i managed to run into crash today too. he made me a new braclet to replace my broken one. i gave him all the money i had...about $9.35, wished him safe travels, and gave him a bear hug.
despite the beautiful day, i am finding myself looking more and more forward to leaving this city. im going to avoid getting trapped in what seems more and more like an obscure version of pleasantville. and im going to run just a little bit faster when its all over and done with. maybe ill look back a few times, but i wont ever return for good.
i want a place where no one knows me by name, reputation, appearance...anything. nothing. i want a new start, in a new place.
in the meantime, im going to sit back, relax, enjoy the fireworks, and exit the high school stage of life in one piece.