who knows?
i can't think of why i found my old livejournal, but i'm kinda happy i did. it was kinda funny to look back at my mind set in being 14 and 15 year old. i was some faux-punk poser with no idea what i was doing in this world. and although my style and mind-set has changed a lot, i still have no idea what i'm doing. that feeling is kinda nice though. cause really you never know what's going to happen, you just have to take things how they are and hope you're strong enough to roll with the punches. i guess i'll continue my tradition of no capitals, i'll do the 14 year old eric proud. sometimes i would kill to go back to being him. although everything seemed rough back then, it really wasn't, i was so unaware of all the choices i would have to make within the next 4 years. big choices too, girls, school, sports. when i was 14 i had no idea that i was a gifted runner, i had no clue what i was doing. if you asked 14 year old eric what he thinks about me now he would probably be extremely disappointed, and i'm really not sure how i feel about that. i hope he turns out just fine.