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well...how about an entry with a little less whining? but i cant guarantee anything.
i've taken up a new hobby, writing. not like stories, its more of a journal. it sounds kinda girly and stupid but i think it's starting to help me. during study hall i just go to the library, put on some trail of dead, and just write. i write everything that's bothering me. there are only certain times of the day when i can think and one of them happens to be 8th period. during these times i can figure everything out, i know exactly what i love and what i hate. but soon after i forget it all, and that frustrates me a lot. i hate having everything figured out and knowing what i want to say to people about certain things, then when i see them it all goes away. so now i write it all. it's been helping i guess. the one thing i gave to someone i didnt exactly get any feedback but whatever.
onto happier things. florida is soon. i think this is happier. im not too excited right now. everything i was excited for is gone now. that really applies to my whole life. but there still will be fun times and if nothing else it'll be time to get away from my parents who i can not stand anymore.
more news. we might be planning an excursion to pennsylvania to see the trail of dead play. i will shit myself with joy if this happens. i cant really imagine anything more fun than this and i really hope it all works out.
i guess that's everything. im off to pick up my sister and maybe buy a new notebook.
i've taken up a new hobby, writing. not like stories, its more of a journal. it sounds kinda girly and stupid but i think it's starting to help me. during study hall i just go to the library, put on some trail of dead, and just write. i write everything that's bothering me. there are only certain times of the day when i can think and one of them happens to be 8th period. during these times i can figure everything out, i know exactly what i love and what i hate. but soon after i forget it all, and that frustrates me a lot. i hate having everything figured out and knowing what i want to say to people about certain things, then when i see them it all goes away. so now i write it all. it's been helping i guess. the one thing i gave to someone i didnt exactly get any feedback but whatever.
onto happier things. florida is soon. i think this is happier. im not too excited right now. everything i was excited for is gone now. that really applies to my whole life. but there still will be fun times and if nothing else it'll be time to get away from my parents who i can not stand anymore.
more news. we might be planning an excursion to pennsylvania to see the trail of dead play. i will shit myself with joy if this happens. i cant really imagine anything more fun than this and i really hope it all works out.
i guess that's everything. im off to pick up my sister and maybe buy a new notebook.