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[eflat]

i feel like i'm playing a giant game of catching up...

i'm still trying to find the right school for me
the right major...which leads to a future career and the rest of my life
and a new group of best friends to enjoy the supposedly best years of my life
so i'm questioning everything in my life right now

and it sucks because everything is going so great in my life right now
...practically perfect
but i still feel incredibly lost and confused

why can't i ever just be happy and satisfied?

stupid mono for giving my too much time to think.