Bye bye summer...
I move in in a few hours.
I'm going to be a Branner RA... and it is going to own my life. And I will love it.
But I've become so attached to the things summer has been for me... figuring out what I want out of life... socially in particular. If you read any of my entries you probably know that that has been the bulk of my summer.
I saw a redhead joke on facebook (posted in the "Red Headed Minority" facebook group) that read:
"If you love a redhead, set her free. If she follows you everywhere you go, pitches a tent in your front lawn and puts your new girlfriend in the hospital, she's yours."
Which is hilarious... because that's how i feel about Daniel. He let me go... and now I actually think I'm in love with him. I never really felt that way before... so now I'm asking way more of him than I ever planned to... I'm asking him to love me back. For real. I don't know that he's ready to do that.
So now I have to deal with the fact that he has a life and I have a Branner and I want to make it work. Afraid? I'm terrified.
Here's to the most amazing year of my life.
I'm going to be a Branner RA... and it is going to own my life. And I will love it.
But I've become so attached to the things summer has been for me... figuring out what I want out of life... socially in particular. If you read any of my entries you probably know that that has been the bulk of my summer.
I saw a redhead joke on facebook (posted in the "Red Headed Minority" facebook group) that read:
"If you love a redhead, set her free. If she follows you everywhere you go, pitches a tent in your front lawn and puts your new girlfriend in the hospital, she's yours."
Which is hilarious... because that's how i feel about Daniel. He let me go... and now I actually think I'm in love with him. I never really felt that way before... so now I'm asking way more of him than I ever planned to... I'm asking him to love me back. For real. I don't know that he's ready to do that.
So now I have to deal with the fact that he has a life and I have a Branner and I want to make it work. Afraid? I'm terrified.
Here's to the most amazing year of my life.