This feeling is familiar
The feeling that I can't think about anything except it. I have so much work to do. So so so much work to do. But I can't do any of it... I'm paralyzed. And I can't talk to the people I would usually talk about these things to... they're the ones deciding. And I'm up against a senior who has devoted himself to theatre and Ram's and there's no reason why he shouldn't direct it. FUCK.
I realized where the feeling came from... the end of senior year. When I didn't HAVE to worry about work. When my relationship with Will was going up and down and every day I was so nervous that things were going to explode that I actually made myself ill.
Argh.
I realized where the feeling came from... the end of senior year. When I didn't HAVE to worry about work. When my relationship with Will was going up and down and every day I was so nervous that things were going to explode that I actually made myself ill.
Argh.