Mar 15, 2008 19:40
So I worked again today…overtime is going to kill me!!! I went to the gym and as soon I got on the treadmill and looked at the TV it said “Breaking News”. Apparently four people died earlier after a crane fell on 51st and 2nd avenue. What a depressing fucken 45 minutes that was. But I couldn’t help staring at the TV. So these four people aren’t going home tonight and their families will never see them breathing again all because of a stupid crane. Whatever their agenda was, whatever they did up to today doesn’t matter because they are dead. Now some fucking kid is writing about it on live journal and life just goes on. Bloomberg had a conference to give an update and I wonder what the fuck he said. What could he possibly say? I’m sorry everyone but accidents happen, the city will pay for the damages physical and emotional but too fucken bad your loved ones aren’t coming back!!!
I finished “I am Legend” and it was good but the ending sucked. It felt so rushed like he had to finish the book or something so he threw a bunch of things together and he called it a day. Actually the whole book felt like that. This guy just didn’t want to go into detail for some reason. Well the movie is nothing like the book so now I can compare and contrast.
Haven’t been to a show since Halloween and to tell you the truth I don’t miss it. I guess I got burned out from all that. The Iron Maiden show was last night and somehow I don’t regret not going to it. It could have been the greatest show on earth and somehow I don’t give a shit. Converge is coming up soon and I guess I should be more excited but I am not. I want to bunch someone in the face though and the will be the perfect place to do it at. Next show is Megadeth with opening bands Children Of Bodom, In Flames, Job For A Cowboy And High On Fire. Job For A Cowboy fucken sucks but I am excited about this one mainly because Megadeth is very consistent with being on the very top of my list of favorite bands.
I have been making a ton of money but it is all going in my savings account which means I am not going to be able to spend it. So many fucken restrictions and the biggest joke would be if I died in a week then all this stress and hard work for absolutely nothing. Not like I have a goal at the moment I am just running blind trying to survive the day. Not blowing my brains out because of others and the fact that I don’t know where to buy a gun at the moment but mainly because I know people love me and it would suck to find me dead.
...So thats it for now!