もう、分からない
I really don't want to actually involve myself in any of this. (It's true; I am quite, quite passive and maybe in this case that's a good thing). That's why I'm not answering the comments in the last post.
I'm not sure how to really... respond to any of it without starting more or taking sides.
The fact is that, yeah, I did kind of feel ignored when for a while I'd zealously IM and not really get anything else. But I sort of dismissed it and basically moved on. I'm kind of used to disappointment by now. The only issue I have now is that waiting for the move? But I've been on far more in the last few weeks, not that I really noticed that there was no talking going on anymore. It sort of just became normal. And life moves on.
I think maybe that would've been my response in the first place, but who knows?
It even might've been better that I hadn't said anything, but alas, a journal is a place to do these things!
I hate to complain, but I can't afford to set my life aside and fix this up like I might've thrown myself into in the past. I have a license to earn, a car to buy with the most luck I've ever had in my life, the ACT to take and a 4.3 GPA to raise drastically.
I'm not sure how to really... respond to any of it without starting more or taking sides.
The fact is that, yeah, I did kind of feel ignored when for a while I'd zealously IM and not really get anything else. But I sort of dismissed it and basically moved on. I'm kind of used to disappointment by now. The only issue I have now is that waiting for the move? But I've been on far more in the last few weeks, not that I really noticed that there was no talking going on anymore. It sort of just became normal. And life moves on.
I think maybe that would've been my response in the first place, but who knows?
It even might've been better that I hadn't said anything, but alas, a journal is a place to do these things!
I hate to complain, but I can't afford to set my life aside and fix this up like I might've thrown myself into in the past. I have a license to earn, a car to buy with the most luck I've ever had in my life, the ACT to take and a 4.3 GPA to raise drastically.