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My septum ring is hidden in my nose for this stupid interview. it tickles. hehe. i need to call joe joe back. hes somewhere here waiting for me to call him haha. im so mean. oh wow. met derek last night. wow. thats all i can say. wow. haha what a cute cute boy he is. and hes fucking so nice. i really miss lawrence alot. i am going to see him the 26th or ill die. seriously. friggin love that kid. ya i said it. haha. hes younger than me and its idd, cus it used to be such a big deal to me, but now i dont care. um i love people right now. last night i wanted to die. but im fine now. im glad some people care. im going to san diego for a few weeks. i hope i get to see reese, miss that kid.