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im fucking so depressed right now. last night was drama bull shit with everyone yet again.we went to the fashion show and it was totally rad! i fucking love erik like no other hes my best friend he helps me soooo much with life. i miss monica but i think she doenst like me anymore...
so this is how i feel lately about most people:
Im done with lame ass boiys completely. seriously ive been fucked over too much recently by:
"BLANK"- i cant get him out of my fucking head no matter how hard i try and i know i will never get him back< /3
Andre- fucking told james about what we did, and thats gay, um then gets mad cus i stop talking to him, then acts like a lame whern i hang out with him so whatev.
Billie- loves some other girl so i dont care, i didnt really know him as well as i thought i guess...ill get over it.
and the person that has always had my heart....
WIL- i know we never actually went out, but i have always fucking loved that kid, and i recently found out it was all a lie, he had some 15 year old bitch on the side so i hear, so yeah i guess he never TRULY loved me or wanted to be with me like he said he did.....so fuck it.
im done with relationships with everyone right now.
i need to get out of this hell hole.
i love my TRUE friends<3
so this is how i feel lately about most people:
Im done with lame ass boiys completely. seriously ive been fucked over too much recently by:
"BLANK"- i cant get him out of my fucking head no matter how hard i try and i know i will never get him back< /3
Andre- fucking told james about what we did, and thats gay, um then gets mad cus i stop talking to him, then acts like a lame whern i hang out with him so whatev.
Billie- loves some other girl so i dont care, i didnt really know him as well as i thought i guess...ill get over it.
and the person that has always had my heart....
WIL- i know we never actually went out, but i have always fucking loved that kid, and i recently found out it was all a lie, he had some 15 year old bitch on the side so i hear, so yeah i guess he never TRULY loved me or wanted to be with me like he said he did.....so fuck it.
im done with relationships with everyone right now.
i need to get out of this hell hole.
i love my TRUE friends<3