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Why does everything I touch turn to shit? I finaly get back the only person I ever truely loved and I'm risking losing him because of some stupid fucking shit that I never should have started in the first place. I swear to fucking god everytime something even slightly good happens, it all goes to hell. I mean I can't stand myself. I don't know why I have friends...I sure wouldn't be friends with me...I don't see why anyone else wants to be. I don't know why he ever wanted me back. I wouldn't take me back. I don't know how I'm gonna tell him...I have to...I just don't know how...We love eachother and that should have been more than enough, but nooooooo. I just had to go do some stupid ass shit and fuck it all up. I've stopped now. But I don't really think that'll make much of a difference.
- The stupid skanky ass fucking whore