sick
"people" are looting in river ridge...."people" stole food from a nursing home....."people" are shooting other people....and i use the term "people" VERY loosely.....i am worried sick....i can't take this anymore....i would rather a tree fall on my house than "people" loot my house....we're going back monday to get stuff, but now i'm too scared to go....my cousins told us to bring thier gun....i don't know what to do....god.....please....i don't want my mom and her cousin to go w/o me, b/c i will be worried sick about them....but i'm too scared to go....my friend said people were bathing in her pool, and she lives a few blocks away from me....i just want to get back, get some stuff, see if my cats are alive, and then die....i don't know what to do...i need drugs...i need therapy...i need to talk to louis b/c he is the only one i haven't been able to talk to.....i have to stop thinking about this....i love you all, please be careful.....i'm praying for everyone.....