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Jun 12, 2006 14:20

Tell me something true.
I need another human moment.

I've been vying for a moment where I knew...
that miami would be different when I left,
because I left.
but miami isn't changing,
only my view of it.

I detached myself from all the places that I love,
everything part of my routine fell out.

My dog is getting groomed for the last time,
what if I can't find someone to give him a good mohawk?
Will my dog's hair style fade with my ties to miami?
Why should I care?

I won't get free shit from Brownes anymore,
I won't run in to people as easily,
I can't just take a stroll down the hall and up the elevator,
inviting myself in the greenberg's apartment.

Isaac,
Caroline just moved here,
Desiree,
Cristina,
Tsin Tsin,
did i ever make up my mind about Flip? do I care? does he?

Bracy was already cut out,
like a tattoo on a jew before burial.
a scar.

Jason,
Babba,
Joey,
Meronica,
Kimi,
Katherine
jessie chase
the memory of Blake Major.

This will not be my City in one week.
I will no longer be a native.
I cannot claim anything I used to.
People probably won't even believe me when I tell them about good restaurants.
What if my favorite one closes down?
When I visit and I say "I use to live here"... something awkaward comes over me thinking about it.

I take a solemn look at my vanishing apartment, I'm still scared to pack it up.

what if I should need something?
What if I should need miami?
"If you should need us" jennifer connelly sees her friends behind her in the reflection of a mirror.

Reflecting the past.

I need you now, something true, a human moment.
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