mixed feelings
I just filled out my graduation application.
I'm really excited about grad school, but at the same time, I don't want to have to leave my friends.
The whole idea of moving far away and starting fresh is very attractive to me, but will I make friends of the same caliber there?
What if I don't get accepted?
I am only applying to one school (Penn State)
My GPA is only so-so (by grad school standards)
And then paying for it is going to be a completely different story.
Unless I get a stipend.
Which will mean teaching some basic chem lab.
I'll have to cross that bridge when I get there (much to my mothers disdain).
In other news, there are major changes that need to be made in my life.
Number one would be TO RIP MY FACE OFF.
I shouldn't be worrying about grad school at the same time that I'm worrying about breakouts.
WTF skin, get real, puberty has passed and so should you.
Numero duex: Get skinny (think lollipop, round head and stick body)
You can ignore that Brenda Dickson reference.
No, seriously, I need to tone up and watch my caloric intake.
It will be a good foundation for health habits further on in life.
Also, I think imma try to do crunches and something else.
My tummy is really my only problem area as was the most affected by my fat kid era.
Lastly, I need to stop spending so much damn money on stupid stuff.
Like clothes.
and going out to eat.
I need to save it for going to shows (because I dont do that enough) and just to have some money saved (i.e. christmas)
Anyway, this totally pointless journal entry is brought to you by the letter "H" for "home" because that is where I will be headed for fall break.
I'm really excited about grad school, but at the same time, I don't want to have to leave my friends.
The whole idea of moving far away and starting fresh is very attractive to me, but will I make friends of the same caliber there?
What if I don't get accepted?
I am only applying to one school (Penn State)
My GPA is only so-so (by grad school standards)
And then paying for it is going to be a completely different story.
Unless I get a stipend.
Which will mean teaching some basic chem lab.
I'll have to cross that bridge when I get there (much to my mothers disdain).
In other news, there are major changes that need to be made in my life.
Number one would be TO RIP MY FACE OFF.
I shouldn't be worrying about grad school at the same time that I'm worrying about breakouts.
WTF skin, get real, puberty has passed and so should you.
Numero duex: Get skinny (think lollipop, round head and stick body)
You can ignore that Brenda Dickson reference.
No, seriously, I need to tone up and watch my caloric intake.
It will be a good foundation for health habits further on in life.
Also, I think imma try to do crunches and something else.
My tummy is really my only problem area as was the most affected by my fat kid era.
Lastly, I need to stop spending so much damn money on stupid stuff.
Like clothes.
and going out to eat.
I need to save it for going to shows (because I dont do that enough) and just to have some money saved (i.e. christmas)
Anyway, this totally pointless journal entry is brought to you by the letter "H" for "home" because that is where I will be headed for fall break.