So I realized something.

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I went to a youth group lock in at church. All around me kids were playing crappy music, there was no one I knew, and I was frankly kind of bored. So I looked at the movies they had and was thrilled to see 'The Dead Poets Society' was there. I went into a room with a TV and proceeded to watch it. I was all alone with just me in the movie, even though I'd come to this thing to socialize, but it was really odd because I was perfectly happy just sitting there watching a movie.

I am a loner. That's kind of an odd thing so equate with me, since I'm such an extrovert, but I really do like my own company. It's like even if I have no one other than myself to be with, I just don't mind.