Hello livejournal I am sick.
Hello livejournal I am sick.
It seems to happen so much lately. I wonder if I can blame the fact that my house is a fricken icebox and I have no control over the thermostat. I sealed up my window the other day and shoved a bunch of towels in between the pains and that has seemed to help a lot actually.
Looks like I am not going to university this semester. I didn’t register, because I haven’t done anything really because I haven’t had my meds. Not like it matters because I really have no idea what I want to do with my life and I have no idea how I want to do it and even if I do that if its what I will want to do with my life in a few years. I will get some more meds on the 11th. Hopefully then some of this depression will lift and things will go back to normal.
I went to scotfl’s place last night despite the fucking freezing weather and played some Wonder Boy in Monster Land, and Cloud master on SMS. I remember why I used to throw the controller at the wall when playing Cloud master. That game is insane. It would give all my japafile friends a little Asian orgasm. There are birds with man heads, ramen noodles and flying pig heads and they all shoot peas at you. When you beat the boss the first time, who throws lightning bolts at you while you are flying at him on your cloud, you start at the beginning of the level again and but this time, with pig heads ;;. We watched The Tall Guy, not Goldblum’s best film by any means. Then we started to watch Blade and somewhere in between Black revenge and blood raves my sickness came over me and I crashed.
When I got home today Sora was laying in the exact same spot as when I left. She has lost interest in even canned food now and I don’t know what to do. She just lies in one spot all day sleeping or with her eyes open and doesn’t move. The only way I can get her to perk up is by feeding her pizza. She likes pizza. I can’t exactly take her to the vet; in fact I am afraid that with the cold weather and the stress of the car it will hurt her more than help her. She is feline leukemia positive so it was really just waiting until she got sick like this. I was just hoping I would have a few more years with her.
I’m going to go play fable now, and be sick.
It seems to happen so much lately. I wonder if I can blame the fact that my house is a fricken icebox and I have no control over the thermostat. I sealed up my window the other day and shoved a bunch of towels in between the pains and that has seemed to help a lot actually.
Looks like I am not going to university this semester. I didn’t register, because I haven’t done anything really because I haven’t had my meds. Not like it matters because I really have no idea what I want to do with my life and I have no idea how I want to do it and even if I do that if its what I will want to do with my life in a few years. I will get some more meds on the 11th. Hopefully then some of this depression will lift and things will go back to normal.
I went to scotfl’s place last night despite the fucking freezing weather and played some Wonder Boy in Monster Land, and Cloud master on SMS. I remember why I used to throw the controller at the wall when playing Cloud master. That game is insane. It would give all my japafile friends a little Asian orgasm. There are birds with man heads, ramen noodles and flying pig heads and they all shoot peas at you. When you beat the boss the first time, who throws lightning bolts at you while you are flying at him on your cloud, you start at the beginning of the level again and but this time, with pig heads ;;. We watched The Tall Guy, not Goldblum’s best film by any means. Then we started to watch Blade and somewhere in between Black revenge and blood raves my sickness came over me and I crashed.
When I got home today Sora was laying in the exact same spot as when I left. She has lost interest in even canned food now and I don’t know what to do. She just lies in one spot all day sleeping or with her eyes open and doesn’t move. The only way I can get her to perk up is by feeding her pizza. She likes pizza. I can’t exactly take her to the vet; in fact I am afraid that with the cold weather and the stress of the car it will hurt her more than help her. She is feline leukemia positive so it was really just waiting until she got sick like this. I was just hoping I would have a few more years with her.
I’m going to go play fable now, and be sick.