with blasphemy so heartfelt.
i know i kind of have a "grass in greener" kind of attitude, i have always known that about myself. i've grown to just kind of accept it because most of the time i can keep it at bay, but right now i just cannot control it. i am so envious of a lot of different people/things right now, and i want and need a change so bad. i know it has a lot to do with my job and little else... but man oh man, i'm feeling the burn out and the need to run far, far away with the one i love right now.