cheer up emo kid

[eff_yo_couch]

For the most part, I am really happy about my life right now. I realized some minor changes that I needed to do for myself and they really are helping me out. My grammar has improved and I don't dress like such a slob anymore. I put make-up daily, although not much, just because it does make me feel better about myself, and when I feel good, I am a much more positive person. I'm happy with AphiO and know that, although I'll be working my butt off this semester, I am going to do an amazing job. I'm happy about the decisions that I've been making, knowing that I am being more responsible and am doing my best to do the right things. I'm doing well in all of my classes and I've only had one slacker day, which I will blame on Severa. I'm happy that I'm with Bryan a lot, because he is awesome. It's nice to have that friend that I can just wash my car with and still have such a great time. I'm ecstatic that it's football season, and that Dallas beat the Giants and FSU beat UAB. I am looking forward to my sister being home in the next couple of months. I am about to celebrate my 22nd birthday, and although I'm old, I know that my party is going to be fun and I am looking forward to it. And then there's him. :)

But it's so hard to be happy when everyone around me that I care so much for isn't. I love you guys, seriously. Please cheer up and know that I am here for you, no matter what, because I want you to be happy. Also know that I'd be willing to do anything that I could to make things better, you just have to let me know what those things are.

Let's celebrate our happiness together soon, k?