Optimism
I'm being very optimistic about things right now. Okay,so today the date is March 6th, in just over a month we well be occasionaly going to the cottage. March goes by extreamly quick so that's good. I actually think we went to the cottage in March Last year. Yeah i remember it really clearly going up in march. By the end of April we start going up every single weekend. Seriously it's so great to go to the cottage. All my true friends are there. Not saying that my true friends aren't here at home,,it's just thease people are garented to be in my life every single summer. Thease people have seen the best of me and definatly seen me at my worst. It's great fun cause Sammy my best friend no matter what has a cottage across the street from me. It's great in the summer cause i just roam back and forth between her cottage and mine. I just walk in the door when im bored,eat her food,drink her pop,and occasionaly take random naps at her cottage too. And she most definatly does the same for me. It's great i read through all my old journal entries from the summer. They are great to read some of the stuff that happened over the summer. All the guy drama between me and blake geez and me and nick even.LOL. I am happy to say that me and blake are still friends even through all that happened like him dating my cousin.lmao. But we are truely better off as friends. Grr i got pissed off at him when him and adam called like back in January like 1230 at night to talk with me. I was like what is this i am going to bed. then my mom yelled at me cause they called my house phone extreamly late. At the end of last summer i meet Linzie. She has a cottage down the street from mine i found out and i didnt relize she did until marcus and lise introduced us and we talked and went out on her jetski's. She's my age and a really cool person beacuse she got my sn from nick and we started talking online and stuff. another cool thing to look forward to this summer.
Mostly i can't wait for cottage weekends because it's jsut relaxing to get away from everything that is bothering me at home (whitch is a lot right now) and jsut have fun.Even tho eventually there is problems and issues that are garenteed to come back and haunt me this summer. Stuff that are left over from last summer that i kinda just left..lol
But there you go the most optimistic i can be at this point. I have not been happy lately.
Edit: geez i forgot to write about ryan my good friend of 19 years.He was kinda enough to leave a comment.SORRY RYAN! ahh how could i forget about him,damn it. He's the one that most definatly makes me laugh the most. Ha i remenber this one time me and my brother came down to his house with the macarana monkey and opened the door to his room (where he was talking to his gf) and threw it in there.lol. It was awesome then his sister put him on speaker phone and he didnt know it..haahhaa. hmmm..then the car ride from hell on the way to the 4th of july fireworks. He was sticking his haead out the window and video tapping the whole thing.gez there is soo many fun times..! but yeah sorry i forgot about you, i read ur commment and i got on about you the longest..! ru happy now?? lmao oh yeah mom and uncle doug say hi.lmao