Jan 27, 2009 14:14
Writing this made me feel sooo much better! i dont know why tho.... just able to spill emotions that otherwises dont make sense when i speak properly.
Despondent
Shades of Gold stare into my eye,
criticism of pen and paper.
The quantity of life consumes your love,
gone are the days when your arms trapped me in my cocoon.
Why do you watch?
Silently stepping the great steps
that only you and your kind walk.
Hold my chin, turn it this way and that,
curl your fingers and beat out
the sound of my heart.
Quiet, quiet.
Hear the cleansing hum. You don't exist.
Just a flash, a surge of emotion,
that left me drained and flat.
I've changed. I don't care. I don't know myself.
I am unsteady, thrown off course, angry in my amnesia.
Start again, start again.