bit better
i cleaned up at my dads and water some of the garden,remember cleaning up always helps, i always forget.
sometimes i think its not the fact that i might be preggers but what i would do if i was. I think ill just have an abortion, but then i think abortion is murder. so i couldnt, id have to have the baby, quit school, my dad would disown(not such a bad thing) and mum would go psycho over the baby(psycho good not bad) she desparetly wannts a grandchild ahahaha, but then the whole thing scares me to bits and i just dont want to think about it.
busy nite tonight, dinner with pete and steph at 7, then firetwirling at 9, then meet alica at 10 at the pheniox, did you wanna meet, i guess this message is a bit late, id love u to meet ROhan, im still dreading a bit to go out , i still feel yucky cos of the heat and im all sticky and feeling stupid, peter always cheers me up tho, funny how you just get that vibe from people and then from others you JUST FEEL ILL!! hahaha ah .
i cant wait to go back to school unfortunately, hahaaha.
sometimes i think its not the fact that i might be preggers but what i would do if i was. I think ill just have an abortion, but then i think abortion is murder. so i couldnt, id have to have the baby, quit school, my dad would disown(not such a bad thing) and mum would go psycho over the baby(psycho good not bad) she desparetly wannts a grandchild ahahaha, but then the whole thing scares me to bits and i just dont want to think about it.
busy nite tonight, dinner with pete and steph at 7, then firetwirling at 9, then meet alica at 10 at the pheniox, did you wanna meet, i guess this message is a bit late, id love u to meet ROhan, im still dreading a bit to go out , i still feel yucky cos of the heat and im all sticky and feeling stupid, peter always cheers me up tho, funny how you just get that vibe from people and then from others you JUST FEEL ILL!! hahaha ah .
i cant wait to go back to school unfortunately, hahaaha.