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it is 6:30 in the morning. i have to be at work at 7:15 today. Why so early? because i have to pass out "breakfast" (juice and a honeybun) to the ungrateful residents of this property. not that i'd be grateful for a honeybun, but i digress. i'm ready to do something. ready to use some sort of thought process rather than just waking up, working, vegging out in front of a television, and then going to bed so i can just get up and do it all again the next morning. i feel like my job is leaving me devoid of any real personality. i never see or talk to friends, and part of it is because i find myself so boring these days, why would i want to bore my friends? so i'm looking at options, figuring out what's do-able. because i can't take this much longer.