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[eeyoregurl1413]

when ever i leave a comment no one ever writes back lol..oh well..well i was talking to shawn patternoster and he likes my friend and i told him i think that hes using me to get to her..he said he wasnt but idk..then i asked him if he would ever talk to me after wards and he said yeah..but then i said really..sad the guy who told my cuzin i was ugly(which is true). and he goes who said that? and i was like u..and he was like oh im sry..and im like dont be..id rather hear the truth. if u think about it who is really going to admitt or tell someone that they r ugly? so idk y i even bothered sayin anything. i bet u he probably meant it to..oh well. well at least now i no the truth.and now all i have to do is get carly's sn for him and see if he was really lieing. even though i think that carly has a boyfriend but thats ok..he can find out for himself. anyway, i no i have alot of friends but no one ever calls me, or asks me to places,i no im not the only one..but u no what pple can think im conplaining but this is my journal..and i write what is in my heart and this is whats in my heart..i love all of my friends but i mean y do i always have to call..i mean alot of pple take my cell and put their numbers in my phone but they never take mine..what do they expect me to do,i mean every weekend i stay home and just cry. well about alot of other things but part of it because i no that i dont make an effort(anymore) to call pple..but if i think about it..would made an effort to call me? so basically..i have friends that sit at home lol..and pple that think im ugly!
but im still a bowl of cherries,a cupcake on a tray,a charm on a bracelet....u get my drift(sarcasism)