Confused but held
Hello! so, can I admit that my life is so utterly confusing, and that I have no clue right now which way is up or down? Or does that make me seem weak? Oh, who cares, I am weak!! My life is going a million miles an hour, and I need to stop and take a breather. Hehe...to bad, because here come classes, starting tomorrow. Wow, it has been a long itme since I had class on Monday. Can't say that I so much like it. Nope not really. Makes for less time to work, and study. Well, maybe more time to study. Oh, I don't know. Hehe. So yeah, I have recently talked to the manager at CFA to get my job back, and I should hopefully find out tomorrow. They are going to call me. If I don't here back by Wednesday I am calling them. Goodness, I am so excited that I will be working off campus again, as well as on campus. I need the money really bad. In all honesty I need to get a life besides school. I need to be able to hang out with people besides everyone from school, because last semester I felt trapped here. Couldn'w work off campus, couldn't really go anywhere. This semester is going to be different. This semester is going to be better. I am going to try and not push myself farther than I can handle. Right now I am confused about so many isues in my life. But I do one constant. Christ is here to sort out the mess I have made of my life. I know I can't do it on my own. You know what I find absolutely amazing? Being in the darkest hole, and praying and crying out to God, and He comes to you where you are. Sometimes He just grabs you right out of the hole, but other times you are in that hole for a reason. While you figure it out, He waits there with you. That's a true friend! That is where I am finding myself right now. Waiting until I can figure out my hole, but knowing that I have called on Jesus, and He is right here with me, giving me the comfort that I need, and that only He can provide. He has sent along some amazing people to help out as well. I have some trully wonderful friends. I am glad that I am learning how to actually talk to them, and not just sugar coat what I am dealing withI can't get help that way. I am thankful for Naomi, Sarah, Dave, Angie, and so many more!! Thank you for listening!! Ok, well I am going to get going!!
Daisy
Daisy