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yesterday was alright i guess. i mean i was sort of in a hateful mood... and just wasnt very "happy". then i got to work... after going to eat chinese food with rach. haha... sperm in the rice... rach... you're sick. umm... work didnt suck too bad... although i have a feeling that i might lose my job. Gerry does NOT like me. I can tell just by the way he acts around me. And its not like I even did anything to the man. Its the fact that he never showed me the procedure to some specific return, he just cut in and took it over, leaving me standing there confused as hell. and last night i got another return like that again.. and i didnt know what to do... so i paged him and hes like "just move, i'll do it... even though i showed you last time". i was like "what the fuck". i mean of course i didnt say it out loud because their was customers there... but what pissed me off was how he acted while the customer was standing right there. im sorry, but i really dont think im horrible at my job. yes i do slack off sometimes, but you know what? so do the managers... they sit in the the breakroom or out back or in gerrys office and will shoot the shit for hours. im really getting fed up with that place. i mean there are some days i'll walk into work and be like "just shoot me now".
then i get home... and the computers being a dink... and sherkon was over here... giving me shit. so i told him to fuck himself and that he liked it up the butt. haha i told jeremie that he liked it up the butt tonight... oh my if you could have seen that mans face. haha!
so i have plans with ben friday night. and maybe this is selfish of me, but i like having the "alone" time with ben that we get, cause its not like we really get that much alone time... and i like having it... and i like taking advantage of it... :( maybe thats wrong of me...
tacos tomorrow night for dinner! haha! im buying the stuff... and making them. yes im cooking... fuck you. lol.
so i was sitting at the window this morning in cuillos room, before rach and everybody got back... and i started to cry as i was watching the cars pull in and out. i kinda had a flashback of when i lived up north and i had to say goodbye to my friend heather because she was moving to texas. she was the first person i had met up there... and i had known her for so long... cause she was my grammy's neighbor. it was just weird because i remembered being at the airport with her, and it was raining and there was just mounds upon mounds of cars that day going in and out of the parking lot. it was really weird. it wasnt something i had thought of too much...
well i guess its time for bed... after i do some english homework... and childcare homework. lol. goodnight... and ben... thanks for being awesome :)
loves,
jessica
then i get home... and the computers being a dink... and sherkon was over here... giving me shit. so i told him to fuck himself and that he liked it up the butt. haha i told jeremie that he liked it up the butt tonight... oh my if you could have seen that mans face. haha!
so i have plans with ben friday night. and maybe this is selfish of me, but i like having the "alone" time with ben that we get, cause its not like we really get that much alone time... and i like having it... and i like taking advantage of it... :( maybe thats wrong of me...
tacos tomorrow night for dinner! haha! im buying the stuff... and making them. yes im cooking... fuck you. lol.
so i was sitting at the window this morning in cuillos room, before rach and everybody got back... and i started to cry as i was watching the cars pull in and out. i kinda had a flashback of when i lived up north and i had to say goodbye to my friend heather because she was moving to texas. she was the first person i had met up there... and i had known her for so long... cause she was my grammy's neighbor. it was just weird because i remembered being at the airport with her, and it was raining and there was just mounds upon mounds of cars that day going in and out of the parking lot. it was really weird. it wasnt something i had thought of too much...
well i guess its time for bed... after i do some english homework... and childcare homework. lol. goodnight... and ben... thanks for being awesome :)
loves,
jessica