wow
it has been a year, yesterday.
i should write in this more often, but more than often than not lately,
time seems to be slipping through my hands like sand.
much faster than i would like it to, as well.
so, a year ago, i was totally smitten and completely blissful.
a new boy, a new relationship.
if you were there from the begining, you are well aware that i thought that i had found a soul mate,
something i thought i would never find.
i had actually proved myself wrong about love.
well, now im a jadedd 17 year old, looking to get out of new jersey because she has found that
most of her friends arent true
and no love is either.
she wants to travel and become a psychiatrist.
and read as much as possible.
i have basically become like most of the people i know
which i hate, but cannot control
he is more like me,
and i have become more like him.
and there are days where i honestly dont think i am better off.
i should write in this more often, but more than often than not lately,
time seems to be slipping through my hands like sand.
much faster than i would like it to, as well.
so, a year ago, i was totally smitten and completely blissful.
a new boy, a new relationship.
if you were there from the begining, you are well aware that i thought that i had found a soul mate,
something i thought i would never find.
i had actually proved myself wrong about love.
well, now im a jadedd 17 year old, looking to get out of new jersey because she has found that
most of her friends arent true
and no love is either.
she wants to travel and become a psychiatrist.
and read as much as possible.
i have basically become like most of the people i know
which i hate, but cannot control
he is more like me,
and i have become more like him.
and there are days where i honestly dont think i am better off.