bells and footfalls and soldiers and dolls

Feb 13, 2005 19:37

Yikes, what a week. Just by making my own decisions and doing what I feel is best for me, I've unintentionally succeeded in pissing off more than a few people. J and I have been together for one week as of today, but I am having trouble concentrating on what I want most right now, which is school and artwork. Having anyone of the male species being kind to me is exceedingly uncomfortable and more than a bit unnerving. I think I am truly comfortable in my miserable security blanket, and all of my housemates/supposed friends are happier when I am miserable along with them.

Thankfully, J took the Focusing During the Week and Seeing Each Other During the Weekend talk fairly well. Now, it's time for me to have the Am I Entirely Comfortable with a Conventional Relationship at This Point in Time conversation with my better half.
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