Apr 02, 2010 22:24
im so bored im here after almost an entire year. and i still like my previous post. how it has stuck to me since i read that devotional.
i had an extremely traumatising nightmare. but im glad even in my nightmare, God was with me coz i remembered his word and assurance (even in the dream you know). i dunno if there's any significance in this horrid dream. but im not going to let it invoke fear in me.
haha but traumatising did not end there. i swallowed a fish bone during dinner at my grandma's house. im not sure if it's still there but it still hurts when i swallow my saliva, that sharp poke in the throat. well, i've healing in Christ Jesus and I pray the stupid fishbone awayyyyyyyy.
i think my r/s with God is improving, i really hope so. it's like if you take God away from me, i dunno what i would be, who i would be, how i would even feel. like jes always says during cell, i wna do everything that pleases God. that one day when i go back to him, he'll smile at me and say "my dear daughter, im pleased with you." (: