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1. Do not keep trying to inform/involve in wcs if you go turn around and complain about me being involved. If you don't want me involved, then don't fucking lie to my face about it. I don't care what stance you pick, just pick ONE and stick to it.
2. Do not complain about Laura bullying/lying to you when you participate in the same exact thing.
3. I can rant wherever I please on my own personal platforms in times I am particularly stressed/depressed. Since you don't like it, I removed you from it. Once again, you would rather be hypocritical in support of Jesse's frequent New Orleans/Katrina rantings when it was only a secondary affect as opposed to my and others direct effects of her habitual faulty disposition in a lesser frequency (I am not making any insinuations on one situation being more tragic than the other, this is pointing out that anyone else can do/be whatever except for me. You know this doesn't help any fucking bit about my own self depreciation. The only thing I am insinuating is your verification that I don't fucking matter in any way shape or form other than be used for whatever selfish agenda needs come up).
4. 9pm on work nights is always the cut-off time for texts and calls. It still has not changed since last notification.
5. Additionally hypocritical to be praising of YukiGB, then shit on my friend making her first trip to USA who has been trying and each time improving to compete for WCS Japan. How "tragic" the Saber Bride was even though it's completely the opposite of the mentality and disposition of what a team USA member is sought after to have. I've known her for 2 years and have seen the strive for improvement myself, just as you have done as well, and you met her for 1 day. Your attitude changes greatly when someone else wins team USA as well as apparent disdain for other competitors of other countries that did not win their country's representation. You only seem to actually only care about the teams that did get to represent their countries, no matter how high or low their general construction is, but you have no problem shitting on my friend who had construction better than some. You know very well the difficulty level to compete in this, but it doesn't matter to you because only YOUR struggle matters. I wanted to reach out to those I knew who were going to AX if they wanted to visit the booth and wanted her to feel welcome here and to visit again. After your unfortunate comments, never will I recommend you meet any of my new friends.
6. Don't ever lie about what gigs I turn down or not, especially when I NEVER received any invitation of the sort. If I want to have animosity between me and ACP, I can do that myself just fine. I do a much better job at tarnishing my own reputation than you do, thanks.
Notice none of that has anything to do with getting a booth location wrong.
I had a lot of trust with you over many long years and you ripped a lot of it away. I have been very busy the past couple of months, so I do not have the time for this, hence the standing silent treatment. Right now I am at a "I don't know" point. I've been disillusioned on quite a lot of things and I don't even have the time to even sort my own thoughts let alone start to deal with the dilemma of can I trust you again and to what extent. I'm not going to live long and I don't have time for this bullshit.
2. Do not complain about Laura bullying/lying to you when you participate in the same exact thing.
3. I can rant wherever I please on my own personal platforms in times I am particularly stressed/depressed. Since you don't like it, I removed you from it. Once again, you would rather be hypocritical in support of Jesse's frequent New Orleans/Katrina rantings when it was only a secondary affect as opposed to my and others direct effects of her habitual faulty disposition in a lesser frequency (I am not making any insinuations on one situation being more tragic than the other, this is pointing out that anyone else can do/be whatever except for me. You know this doesn't help any fucking bit about my own self depreciation. The only thing I am insinuating is your verification that I don't fucking matter in any way shape or form other than be used for whatever selfish agenda needs come up).
4. 9pm on work nights is always the cut-off time for texts and calls. It still has not changed since last notification.
5. Additionally hypocritical to be praising of YukiGB, then shit on my friend making her first trip to USA who has been trying and each time improving to compete for WCS Japan. How "tragic" the Saber Bride was even though it's completely the opposite of the mentality and disposition of what a team USA member is sought after to have. I've known her for 2 years and have seen the strive for improvement myself, just as you have done as well, and you met her for 1 day. Your attitude changes greatly when someone else wins team USA as well as apparent disdain for other competitors of other countries that did not win their country's representation. You only seem to actually only care about the teams that did get to represent their countries, no matter how high or low their general construction is, but you have no problem shitting on my friend who had construction better than some. You know very well the difficulty level to compete in this, but it doesn't matter to you because only YOUR struggle matters. I wanted to reach out to those I knew who were going to AX if they wanted to visit the booth and wanted her to feel welcome here and to visit again. After your unfortunate comments, never will I recommend you meet any of my new friends.
6. Don't ever lie about what gigs I turn down or not, especially when I NEVER received any invitation of the sort. If I want to have animosity between me and ACP, I can do that myself just fine. I do a much better job at tarnishing my own reputation than you do, thanks.
Notice none of that has anything to do with getting a booth location wrong.
I had a lot of trust with you over many long years and you ripped a lot of it away. I have been very busy the past couple of months, so I do not have the time for this, hence the standing silent treatment. Right now I am at a "I don't know" point. I've been disillusioned on quite a lot of things and I don't even have the time to even sort my own thoughts let alone start to deal with the dilemma of can I trust you again and to what extent. I'm not going to live long and I don't have time for this bullshit.