Something wrong

[eevee_lurves_u]

Maybe, Maybe i'm doing something wrong in life. I mean yeah, so I don't like Jackie, why should that affect mine and pauls relationship? He tells jackie that me being mean to her has to stop, I have a good idea, why doesn't he tell me. My dad says that the reason paul is talking like that is my fault and i'ma bitch. Life today just pretty much sucked ass once I got home. School was great. I got nice gifts from my friends, I gave out some of my cards, everything went well. Wade even said he likes my hugs because they are warm, which I think is a compliment. I just. I don't know. I whine so little lately, because i've realized it gets me no where, but still right now, I just feel so defeated and tired. I'm tired of all the drama and crap. I miss the old days, the simplicity of life. Where did it go? What happened to it? Did I miss it? Did it just pass right by me and bring all the crap behind it? I just...I don't get it. Why can't life be good anymore? I miss it. I want it back.

Jessie, I miss you!
I hope you're havin' fun in mexico, you've been gone not even a week, and i'm fallin' apart without you. I MISS YOU!

Kim, I love you!
We do need to hang out, once I get a chance to have a life :)
But I still love you, and I miss just hangin' out and spendin' random moments of time with you. I love you dearest!
I love adam too :P

Well, i'ma do dishes then go to bed. I don't even care if Ryan replied to me on myspace, I just...want this day to be over already. And tomorrow, Angela might not even be at school, and that makes eevee sad. Very sad. :(