Aug 15, 2010 22:58
SO uh...
*offers a little wave*
Hi world.
I have some long "this is my life now" posts to make, but those will be friends only... but let me do something public and.. re-introductory for now.
Alot of friends were removed from my list. Those who havent logged on in a long while. Hopefully the friends who still remain, all of whom were at one point a good friend in their own rights, will remain, and we can re-capture old friendships.
I need to thank kayt. My best friend of 11 years... no matter how often I vanish off the face of the planet. She recommended I come back here. A part of me recpaturing the past life I once had that I seek to recreate. For that kayt, and for always being there, knowing me, and putting up with me.. I will owe you more than I can ever repay, or you will ever understand.
I am.. reinventing myself. Too many years in isolation. I need to find a way to recapture much of my past self and make it part of me now. This journal will be my thoughts, and discussion invited from my friends on the matter. So yes. If you can read my posts after this one (which will all be set to friends only), I invite you all back into my life.
I feel like I have amnesia.. but I know its myself I have lost.
And finding me.. will need writing and help from those willing to help. If you arent willing.. I will hold no grudges.
the past,
gratitude,
life path