Jan 20, 2005 02:07
another bizzare twist in my rollercoaster...
she calls me on the cell at 1:30am...
I am usualy asleep.. and she knows this
shes going to treatment in february... normaly for drug rehab, but also for intensive, 24/7 counselling and psychiatric help
when she returns, she is willing to not only see a counsellor herself, but go to couples counselling...
she knows how I feel.. and that I am ready and willing to walk away
she knows I need to
but shes actualy willing to make an effort... so I think I will sit back... watch what she is willing to do... and then I'll judge teh results. no decisions till then... though I am still willing, needing, and ready to walk away without looking back.